It’s so hard to open up…
As I’ve been shutdown so much…
So many times…
I try…
But my own mind…
Thinks and speaks all the weird things…
That weird them out…
Please hear me out…
As they walk away…
And I they fade away…
Into my dark place…
Where all these memories accumulate…
Whole books and torn pages…
Meant to turn…
Bear witness to my pains…
Every time I try…
Every time I try…
I keep getting denied…
Why???
Why???
Shut it down…
Forever…
Silent Scholar 