Love has millions of languages & expressions…

Intro: One’s dreams…

Waking up most most mornings singing the blues…
Wondering how much one can lose…
And how much has been lost…
How little moments of time release these discouraging thoughts…
Thoughts claiming love is impossible to maintain…
Between me and all other beings…

Emanations…
My emotional tendacies sever me from what’s real…
My own reality is really a dream…
Believing she feels the same way for me…
When in reality she fears me…
My verbs speak love…
But my words speak far too much…
Words of love not meant to be shared with anyone…

I try to find a reason for why people react with almost disgust…
As if my words only mean lust…
They refuse to see the pure love behind the words I speak…
Trying to interpret my dreams in some revolting way…
But who am I to complain…?
The way I see and speak is shared only with me…
The dreams of this one in love shall stay…

As dreams…
For once they become real…
All begin to fear…
Fear me…
Forever Dream…

Intro: I’ve always found the concepts of tachyons fascinating.
Although I don’t have a physics background, nor the know-how to comprehend the complex theories that give birth to this idea, I can’t help but wonder…
I can’t help but dream…
I can’t help but try to perceive just what the tachyon could mean…

From matter…
Energy secedes…
Flows freely…
Towards signs of lost and found times…
But we are no longer among the dichotomies…
The truth falsities…
The war filled, pessimistic polities…

Knowledge has progressed…
From past to present…
Peace persists…
For the minds of all wish in unison…
Ever present…

A wish…
To see past prologues and pass…
If only to learn from our shared paths…
Time is ours…
We can…

Love life if you can…
But if you can’t, at least you can still live it…

Listen the voices of the lost souls…
Blood stained barefoot soles…
Have you ever seen dirt before its been born…?

Between the pores of particles placed…?
Perhaps death & decay combined with way the earth shakes…
Forever fade away through six phases…

I wish…
I wish that for one day I could quit life…
And reside in heaven…

A place where I can take a break from all the stresses and life lessons that once burdened me each waking day…
Where nights are lit by my own bright thoughts…
Connected by imaginary lines that tell and retell this tall tale of mine…
From light to light lies what was originally dark…
Yet here in heaven I’m no longer marred by any part of recalled heartbreaks, disdains…distastes…
Disgrace…
Here I can raise my head up high…
Face shines so bright…
Assured that for one day in my life…
Things are all alright…

For one day…
Just one day
I wish…
I wish…

Be there for those who’d never consider doing the same…
As favors rarely get returned anyway…

Introduction: This is a little more political, but strong feelings nonetheless.

Dedicated to those ravaged by poverty…

To all those of so suffer so much…All that carries people to next day is necessity…Struggling to survive…Each night is so beautiful…But when we have a neo-fuedal system…We end up with inevitable victims…The ones who grow and harvest for us…from the farthest corners numbs us to their pain…We care more about what we crave rather than them…So we “immunize” ourselves from their suffering…Letting them fend for their own…Leaving them prone to be hurt…hurt..

Another one of those deceptive nights…Disaster strikes again…The earth shakes…And in its wake, more poor people again suffering sad fates…People just trying to maintain their lives are subjected to more strife…So many die…So many disappear…Next day will confirm their worst fears…All is lost…
So much rubble…Couple that with the lack of help from the haves…They don’t care about the things like Richter scales…Screaming for help but to no avail…They wonder why do they have to suffer the wrath when it’s always the rich who take…? When will justice come their way…?

The next day we see bodies strung up…crushed…eyes flushed with tears and blood…Trying to parse through the puddled mud…Trying to picture some of their last moments…Hoping some passed in peaceful sleep…But with such damage so steep that hoping requires me to suspend belief…A moment so brief now feeds so much grief…Products of fiefdoms or castes…What ever you call it, it’s the math that factors into all disasters…When will we, the guilty be held accountable for keeping all that’s bountiful…while leaving the poor to be hit by disaster…

The cost of our materialistic privilege is their lives…We blind ourselves to the dirt mixed with blood, sweat and tears…to produce what we eat and wear…We never think twice about the pain that so many must bear…Then we blame them for their predicaments…Or pity them…Not understanding we are the “humans” who did this to them…We forced them into danger zones just so they bring their needs and our greed back to often shattered homes…Many won’t even grow…Taken too soon…I look at myself…Ask myself…
How could you…?
I have no answer…

Be the heretic who challenges the status quo…

Intro: Suicide…Call it what it is…It need not be the actual action to take ones life…Giving up on life can be just as sad…There are those who say one has to right to end ones own life. In a way I agree with that idea…But that does not mean I see it as the right thing to do…

I understand the meaning of strife…But only through lens of my life…
For each indivdual’s soul’s strife is so unique…
For that reason alone I refuse to be a judge or jury…
Only a fellow human being….
Begging you…
Please…
We breathe, bleed, and believe so similarly…
Living individual soliloquies…
But often with audiences of none…
Or just One…Perhaps being just us can be enough…?